Wednesday, July 31, 2013



Oh my goodness...the week is always so much more rushed than the weekends.  I have had no chance to post the post of the day to date.  I guess it was not just because of me being extremely pushed at work to do three people's work and with stress of all the deadlines to be met all around me, I have really been struggling with lives little trials and tribulations.

Monday, was a nightmare to me, I woke up not even wanting to get out of bed....I am just so tired...and the hormone pills I have to drink to keep the cancer out of my body just leaves it's scares sometimes and plays havoc with my emotions.  I am just never, ever going to complain about it, because in God's Grace I overcame breast cancer with a full mastectomy and reconstruction.  15 hours of anesthetic in 3 months, loads of intravenous antibiotics and pain killers.  I cannot complain about this though, because I am alive, I am cancer free, I did not need radiology and I did not need chemo.  Praise the Lord for carrying me through that all!  Thank you that I am still here on earth to see my children grow up, to love my husband, to enjoy my dogs and our looong walks, to have my mother and sister and my in-laws whom I dearly love in my life and the wonder of every one of God's beautiful creations.  What I have come to realise this week, very profoundly I might add, was that the most special blessings in life you cannot buy with any currency.  We receive it paid in full as blessings in every day we are blessed with.  Remember to thank God for all blessings.

Yesterday, I was just in such a beautiful place, every person I encountered at word and around work were just in a good place and I have such beautiful experiences, I was so focused and content even though I know that I have a lot to contend with in my personal life.  It was easy to appreciate everything and just have a lovely day...until I got home.  All I can say is it's not easy to have a teenage son and to be worried about his personal salvation as they test everything!

Today it has been a year since I left my father in his grave in Germany and he had his final burial.  I keep on thinking the the grief is not so bad anymore, but on days like these you just realise that it isn't really better you have just come to deal with it more than before and then it is like a scab that falls of and the old wound shows again.

You might ask so why is she sharing all of these things with the world?  Well the answer to this question is, that if I was not saved by Jesus dying for me on the cross and The Holy Spirit giving me peace beyond my comprehension and God carrying me through all of the emotional ups and down in my life I would have surely gone insane by now.  The Holy Trinity keeps me centered, keeps me thankful for all the blessings I have and pulls me back to a positive space of enjoying each moment that I have been blessed with on this earth.

Know that no matter how many things come into our lives that challenges our religion, God will ALWAYS be there for us not matter what and with that knowledge we need to be thankful for everything positive in our lives and focus on that and let Him worry about our challenges after praying to Him and leaving our package with Him.

Dear God,

Thank you so much for ALWAYS being with us and carrying us through the hard times.  Please help us to focus on the blessings and leave our little packages with You.  Even though it is easy to say these words You know that it is difficult for us not to take the package of worries back, please help us to believe like little children.  I pray this in Jesus Name. Amen

Sunday, July 28, 2013


God IS Love

The other day I was driving home from work and the car in front of me had a number plate 1 Joh 3.  Well needless to say I came home and ran to my Bible to see where the angels are leading me to.  This whole text had a lot of valuable news for me and you, and it would be great if you read the full text.  Usually when I get a text in this manner I read the full book of the Bible.

Very ironically, I did explain to my husband the previous night that as a young girl I sat in church one day and the cloth hanging from the pulpit stated: GOD IS LOVE.  Being the person that I am I took this literally and visualised that what I felt for my mother, father and sister, WAS GOD.  Later in live it also became what I felt for my husband and then my two sons (THUS HOW AWESOME IS GOD IF HE IS THE CONNECTION BETWEEN ALL OF US?).  Any connection I feel that is special on this earth IS GOD.  This has always kept me close to God, because I always visualised the connection with anybody that meant anything to me to be GOD.

If you allow your angels to come close to you, you feel an euphoric LOVE that you cannot describe to anybody.  EVEN THIS IS GOD.  Any good feeling of the light actually IS God.  Think of it it if you read -  1 Kor 13, there is a whole description of love.  All positive feelings like joy, hope, peace, grace and mercy and the list goes on, come from love and thus in my minds-eye IS GOD.  Everything that is dark, and evil is from satan - fear, anxiety and all of the negative feelings.


I will always remind you to stay in the Light.  This means to remain in the good feelings no matter what, because in this manner you will send out God's love and you will always have God with you in the good and the bad times .....because....GOD IS LOVE.

The text for today is:
1 John 4:8
He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. 

If you send the following greeting:  I send you light and love and many blessings....it is very powerful!
You are sending them the love of the Holy Spirit, Jesus and God and believe me if you come into contact with the Light and with God, you want more...thus we are leading people to God and to accept Jesus as their Saviour.

The blessings part I will leave for tomorrow....have a beautiful day of rest and please stay in LOVE....because....GOD IS LOVE.

Lots of love, light and blessings to all of you.

Saturday, July 27, 2013



Hi All!

The reason I am here and taking this first step in putting my thoughts in writing, is because the Messengers of God (My Angels) have been prodding me in this direction for many, many moons.  I guess I have come full circle and I am now at a place in my life that I believe that I should share what I have been taught by my experiences in my live.  I aim bring people together who are sharing in the same situations to assist one another.  My dream is to see this blog become a place where Christians can meet, share thoughts, pray together and help each other to grow in religion.  I guess that is putting a very complex thought into a very short paragraph.

A very wise friend of mine told me an awesome truth when I was very young and I still love to refer to it. This friend told me that life was to short to learn from your own mistakes, you need to learn from other's mistakes, as well.

My home language is Afrikaans as I live in South Africa and although my blog will be mostly in English I will also write blogs in Afrikaans as I am guided.  As I am from German decent, I might even use the German language as guided.

I am also going to create a Facebook page - here I will be posting uplifting quotes, a scripture of the day that I have been guided to for all of us and I would love to encourage you to read the posts of the other people on the page and if you feel guided to connect with them and give them advice or just support them in some or other way, please to do so.

We all have experienced things in our lives that have taught us very important lessons in life, all to develop our souls to become more like Jesus.  This should be our goal.  We should always live in His Light, believe in His Truths and search for righteousness on the Earth.  Many staunch Christians might not believe in angels giving us messages and guiding us on our way if we wish to, but I do believe that they do. I have been experiencing it in my life for a long time, but I have only became aware that it was them trying to attract my attention recently.  We should no see them as gods.  They are part of God, messengers of His Word and there to protect us and assist us in leading us to our soul's purpose and assisting us, if you request so.  We have our own will to not connect to them, but we all can as they are with us all of the time anyway, waiting to help if we want them to.

Let me make myself very clear that God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit is what I believe in.  Furthermore, I believe that our salvation comes from accepting Jesus into our lives as we can only receive the Holy Spirit and  the Eternal Life through accepting Jesus into our lives.  I aim to let His Light (Holy Spirit) shine through me and what I do, to bring more people to Him.  His angels are one of His blessings that brings, love, light and happiness into our lives.  They are very high energy beings, with so much love in them that they can bring you to tears, due to the pure love radiating from them.  They have such a sense of humor and they are always concerned about you and will never judge you.  Nobody has the right to judge anybody accept God.

This morning when I woke up I was told that today was the day to start this blog!  I then told God that I was not a theologian and not qualified to do this type of thing.  He then told me through His angels that He will guide me and that this is exactly what He needs.  He needs to connect Christians with another to help each other and spread the Light.  He loves us very much and He needs us to assist one another in hard times and develop our souls even in good times, actually especially in good times.  If we seek God in good times there would be no need for bad times.  Yes, we have things that happens in our lives that are inevitable, like loosing our loved ones for instance, but He wants all of our needs to be met to grow in every aspect of our lives.  All we need to receive this Grace is to believe like little children, unconditionally.

The text in my mind when I woke up this morning was,  
Matthew 6:33 -
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.


I have said a lot in a few words and I will break down all of the above thoughts as we go along.  If there is anything that you would like to add please do so.

Dear Lord!  You have guided me to start this blog and a Facebook for you to guide Christians to one another to help each other, pray for each other and start special friendships.  I leave this in Your Hands. In Jesus's Name. Amen.